Pray For Your Enemies? But God.......

Oh I am to pray for my enemies? Okay God I'll pray for them to die.....Oops no that's not what I am to do......I'm finding I'm having to start out getting real with God (He knows how I feel already anyways) : God I'm NOT ready to pray for this person. God, I honestly hate this person and I don't want you to bless them. God they need to receive their karma/consequences for their actions. (To reap what they have sowed) God, they almost got me to quit YouTube!!! I seriously wanted to sue them and seriously DO have a case (IF Page Publishing can file a suite against me after ripping me off I can certainly sue this BULLY!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God please bless the family and friends of Lee MacMillan It was similar bullying that broke her and destroyed her!!! God it's NOT fair that anyone would go to his bs live to step on my regular live time and bash me. (Some of my "friends" were in his chat!!! Supporting his BS!!!!) This is now his most viewed live! But God THANK YOU for Tube buddy and that it now says I've had MORE views and MORE subs than this bully and the original bully (In the last 30 days) named Ray!!!! Wow God!!! And Ray actually has a great channel, how did I get more views than him? (Could it be his karma?) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God it is much easier to pray for my ex!!! God bless him. I loved him. I care about him, he's the father to my five children. He at least, tried to help me get in my RV when I was locked out. I was meant to be with him for 30 years, I believe that. That situation taught me so much! God, I want to help the abused and bullied. Show me how/what to do! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you......Matthew 5:44 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am trying to pray for him, God. Okay Susan, Can you at least pray for his dogs for now? We will work on this.... Sure God: Please Bless Dallas and Pippa. Keep them well and healthy and happy for as long as is possible for doggies. Amen