Pray For Your Enemies? But God.......

Oh I am to pray for my enemies? Okay God I'll pray for them to die.....Oops no that's not what I am to do......I'm finding I'm having to start out getting real with God (He knows how I feel already anyways) : God I'm NOT ready to pray for this person. God, I honestly hate this person and I don't want you to bless them. God they need to receive their karma/consequences for their actions. (To reap what they have sowed) God, they almost got me to quit YouTube!!! I seriously wanted to sue them and seriously DO have a case (IF Page Publishing can file a suite against me after ripping me off I can certainly sue this BULLY!) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God please bless the family and friends of Lee MacMillan It was similar bullying that broke her and destroyed her!!! God it's NOT fair that anyone would go to his bs live to step on my regular live time and bash me. (Some of my "friends" were in his chat!!! Supporting his BS!!!!) This is now his most viewed live! But God THANK YOU for Tube buddy and that it now says I've had MORE views and MORE subs than this bully and the original bully (In the last 30 days) named Ray!!!! Wow God!!! And Ray actually has a great channel, how did I get more views than him? (Could it be his karma?) ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God it is much easier to pray for my ex!!! God bless him. I loved him. I care about him, he's the father to my five children. He at least, tried to help me get in my RV when I was locked out. I was meant to be with him for 30 years, I believe that. That situation taught me so much! God, I want to help the abused and bullied. Show me how/what to do! ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you......Matthew 5:44 ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I am trying to pray for him, God. Okay Susan, Can you at least pray for his dogs for now? We will work on this.... Sure God: Please Bless Dallas and Pippa. Keep them well and healthy and happy for as long as is possible for doggies. Amen

Red talks with BOX VAN DEE about Depression and Suicide #mentalhealthaw...

Why I’m Thankful for Rats #mentalhealthawareness #suicideprevention (November 30, 2020)

So I was very very depressed before Glad and her pit bull, Blue moved in my house. (September 2019) I had stopped doing Airbnb but still could not find a "regular" job. Also I wasn't in contact with most of my children because our relationships were so strained. (And three of them lived right near me) Then I found out there were rats next to my dishwasher (inside of the cabinet) and they had babies! The exterminators would NOT pull out my dishwasher! I hope they regret that decision because of it I eventually fired them! They were successful at finding out where they came in though and closed off those places and we sawed off tree limbs so they couldn't enter on the roof which was one way they were but then: They were trapped in my house! And I got them with the plastic type trap from the exterminators and the old fashioned messy type which are 2$ at Walmart! (Wood and wire). I also had a safe (in case animals kill it after they eat it because I was going to get a cat!) rat poison but I'm not sure if that helped or not. Thankfully when I was suicidal I DID NOT KNOW the rats were there (as they probably were already) Blue (Glads dog) discovered them, he kept sniffing by the dishwasher and opening up the cupboard door by it! So I am also so THANKFUL that Gladys and Blue were there for moral support when I found out!

When this video from Lauren Daigle premiered I was in the pit and I felt someone heard me whisper, "I have nothing left" Rescue I suppose that's why I am an Agnostic NOT and Atheist because that was the only thing I had left: my belief in a Higher Power who it seemed "heard my SOS" I signed up for Betterhelp online counseling but later found it for free at my local health dept in Georgia.

I made it to Cally! (December 12, 2020)

I'm at Carpenteria State Beach

My walk to the Beach

Putting my toes in the water (Online dating!?)

A fun drive through the hills by the beach to Lake Casitas, California

Welcome to Red's! (From December 8, 2020)

I made a new video explaining me and my channel.....CORRECTION: I PUT MY HOUSE FOR SALE IN JUNE OF 2020 not 2019 And my son and his gf DID come see me on a monday night after work at the farther away park I stayed at which was Chatfield State Park in Littleton, CO. The other park I stayed at was Cherry Creek State Park in Aurora, CO. I made this video at the KOA in Flagstaff AZ.

Update on Page Publishing Lawsuit, My RV and What's Next for Red? (January 21, 2021)

Update..........Carpenteria reopened for camping and I'm going there February 8th,

It's been Four months since I sold my house in Georgia! #travel #RVliving